song 124 is a new infinity crush song called ‘blood’ (for now). thanks + love you guys.
oh my love, wont you tell me what you like?
hang from above, keep me up all night
oh my love, there’s blood on my hands
wipe it off, swear you understand
new song crippling depression new song nausea new song its new
leave a mark so i can wear you
i have started thinking in weather. it rains so much that a river overflows its far from all the cars no one cares except me but i care too much. you are in the water floating like you are a planet and i won’t eat again until i can fit in your patterns. there are rocks and there is cement and they are doing impressions of your hips because i told them it is my favorite part of you. it stopped raining and i’m in a house where i want to kiss the people that look at me like i’m a plant, they’re drunk and they don’t know better and in their dreams i could tangle into them and spit cobwebs into their mouths. instead i go outside and cry and wonder where the fireflies have gone this june, there are a few in the trees and i wonder if they feel as lonely as they look. i wonder if i feel as lonely as i look. i go inside because the sky is starting to feel too big again.
dan hangs up the phone because his break has ended and i undress the way that i always do because it is a tuesday and the past three days have been tuesdays. the air is warm and the shower is warm and i want the water to be you on all of me at once and i am naming every drop of water after people i have known. some of them linger on my skin and some do not and i try to be understanding and i try not to fall in love with them.
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